Death Wish

i think this will be my most famous death metal song an anthem

not my happiest of days this is one of those days in which all the pressures broke down on me shitty frnds hypocritical family rejection by her and of course the exams that had been going on for months with no breaks but turned all that hate to a song/poem  so its good

Burning my insides a hatred consumes
tiered and broken living life confused
just like the last time i went through this phase

a killing rage inside my brain
suicide on my mind
cant this end with rage

please god take me now i dont wish to live
months have passed
as i drowned in pain
havent i suffered enough
why dosent this all end

i cant deny
that my faith is gone
i wont deny
that im broken weak
i know that i
cannot carry on alone
leave this life
i just want to die

i waited so long
i tried so hard
cant get you  out of my bed
like a bloody knife in my head
an endless pain
is all ive gained
this black hatred im tied to
im broken i gave it all
why dont i just roll over and die

when all hope was gone
i still carried on for you
i know i wont last long
searching for some hope
all this time

im left hear faithless hopless ashamed
waiting for silence a home set flame
a time to feel so lonley full of shame
eternal slumbers all i need this cant be carried no more

pale horse rider
burning hell fire
envelop me as i just want to be set free
oh god forgive me for i was to bold
oh the blody grim reaper come reap my soul